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Gesu no Kiwami Otome., "Watashi igai Watashi ja nai no" { kanji / romaji / translation }

Artist: ゲスの極み乙女。 (Gesu no Kiwami Otome.)
Song Title: 私以外私じゃないの (Watashi igai Watashi ja nai no; No One's Me Except for Me)
Album: Watashi igai watashi ja nai no
Track Number: 1
Released: 2015
Lyrics By: Kawatani Enon

Requested by mumbles.

Kanji Romaji English Translation
私以外私じゃないの

冴えない顔で泣いちゃった夜を重ねて
絶え間のない暮らしを今日も重ねた
良くなりそうな明日に期待する度に
何度も今日を鏡台の裏に隠した
映る私は何回も瞬きしては
変わる心に簡単に動揺したわ
だけど意外と目を瞑った瞬間に
悪くないなって思いながら明日を悟ったんだ

私以外私じゃないの
当たり前だけどね
だから報われない気持ちも整理して
生きていたいの普通でしょう?

殻を破った気になってる誰かの声がしたけど
殻にこもったはずだった私はもうそこにはいない
私になってみてよ、ねえ
私になってみたいんでしょ?
声にならない言葉で自分が煙に巻かれた

恥ずかしくて言えないけど
私にしか守れないものを
身を削って紡いだら
案外さ、悪くないかもよ

私以外私じゃないの
当たり前だけどね
だから報われない気持ちも整理して
生きていたいと思うのよ
私以外私じゃないの
誰も替われないわ
今日を取り出して逃げないようにして
明日に投げ込んで目を開けたんだ

私以外私じゃないの
どうやらあなたもそう
誰も替われないってことみたいね
背を向けて言い合った
だから私はもう怖くないんだ
夜更け過ぎを待つわ
今日も報われない気持ちを整理して
生きてたいって思うの
息を吸い込んだ
Watashi igai watashi ja nai no

saenai kao de naichatta yoru o kasanete
taema no nai kurashi o kyou mo kasaneta
yoku narisou na ashita ni kitai suru tabi ni
nando mo kyou o kyoudai no ura ni kakushita
utsuru watashi wa nan kai mo mabataki shite wa 
kawaru kokoro ni kantan ni douyou shita wa 
dakedo igaito me o tsumutta shunkan ni 
warukunai na tte omoi nagara asu o satottan da

watashi igai watashi ja nai no
atarimae dakedo ne
dakara mukuwarenai kimochi mo seiri shite
ikite itai no futsuu deshou?

kara o yabutta ki ni natteru dareka no koe ga shita kedo
kara ni komotta hazudatta watashi wa mou soko niwa inai
watashi ni natte mite yo, nee
watashi ni natte mitain desho?
koe ni naranai kotoba de jibun ga kemuri ni makareta

hazukashikute ienai kedo
watashi ni shika mamorenai mono o
mi o kezutte tsumuidara
angai sa, warukunai kamo yo

watashi igai watashi ja nai no
atarimae dakedo ne
dakara mukuwarenai kimochi mo seiri shite
ikite itai to omou no yo
watashi igai watashi ja nai no
daremo kawarenai wa
kyou o toridashite nigenai you ni shite
asu ni nagekon de me o aketan da

watashi igai watashi ja nai no
douyara anata mo sou
daremo kawarenai tte koto mitai ne 
se o mukete iiatta
dakara watashi wa mou kowakunain da
yofuke sugi o matsu wa 
kyou mo mukuwarenai kimochi o seiri shite
ikitetai tte omou no
iki o suikon da
No one's me except for me.

The nights when I cried with a troubled face are repeating,
and ceaseless living is repeating today, too.
Every time I hoped for a good tomorrow,
I'd hide “today” in the back of the dresser again and again.
The me that was reflected in those twinkling eyes
was disturbed by how easily my heart could change.
But unexpectedly, in the moment when I closed my eyes,
I realized tomorrow didn't appear as bad as I had perceived.

No one's me except for me.
But that's obvious.
That's why I organize the feelings that don't repay me.
Isn't it normal to just want to live?

I heard someone's voice, which drew me out of my shell,
but I'm not shut away in that shell anymore.
Put yourself in my shoes, hey,
can you put yourself in my shoes?
With voiceless words, I coiled myself in smoke.

Embarrassed, I can't say it, but
there's something that only I can protect.
If I sharpen up my blade,
unexpectedly, maybe things aren't so bad.

No one's me except for me.
But that's obvious.
That's why I organize the feelings that don't repay me.
I think I just want to live.
No one's me except for me.
No one can replace me.
I will seize today so it won't run away,
then throw it into tomorrow with opened eyes.

No one's me except for me.
And I'm sure you, too,
can't be replaced by anyone else.
I turned around and fought,
that's why I won't be afraid anymore.
Waiting for the late night to pass,
I organize the feelings that don't repay me today, too.
I think I just want to live.
I'm breathing in.
Tags: gesu no kiwami otome.
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