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Hidemi Uematsu, "Trauma" [K/R/T]

Artist: 上松秀実 (Hidemi Uematsu)
Song Title: トラウマ (Torauma; Trauma)
Single: Dear My Friends/Trauma
Track Number: 2
Released: 2008
Lyrics By: Hidemi Uematsu

This song has some of the best lyrics I've ever read. I love how Uematsu-san sings about such deep things.
Kanji Romaji English Translation
ハート型のジャングルに潜む
トラウマが私を支配する
I Need you, Need you, Darling.
I Need you, Need you, Darling.
だんだん だんだん... Remember

小さい頃の痛い記憶を
エグるように彼は聞くの
過去の恋と家族の事と
君の事をもっと教えてと
プロフを作ると評価はどうなの?
臭いモノにはフタをしてたけど
肩書きなら最高 パパならばいないよ
元彼はもちろん強い人よ
そうゆう女よ 心配ならご無用
それでも私を愛してると
言ってくれる人 どこかにいるの?
大人になる = 嘘が増える

人間を 憎みたくて....
憎めなくて.... 歌ってる

ハート型のジャングルに潜む
トラウマが二人を引き離す
I Need you, Need you, Darling.
I Need you, Need you, Daddy.
だんだん だんだん... Remember
ハート型のジャングルで唯一
清めるのは涙のオアシス
I'm Crying, Crying, Darling.
I'm Crying, Crying, Daddy.
だんだん だんだん... Remember

二本の足にハンデを持つ
ある女の子が転入してきた
クラス中みんな手を差し延べた
ちやほやされた 1年後はどうだ...
残った友達はたった1人だった
なら始めから優しくすんな
吠えてる捨て犬 ある子が拾う
噛み付かれたと怒って また捨てる...
噛み付いて当然 怯えて当然
保健所に追われ 人に捨てられて
恨みは増えて 憎しみは生まれ
私のように睨み続ける

なんでみんな自分と違うと
上辺だけの優しさくれるの?
I Want you, Want you, Darling.
I Want you, Want you, Daddy.
だんだん だんだん... Remember
トラウマすら受け止めて生きる
こんな私を誰か包んで
Keep Trying, Trying, Darling.
Keep Trying, Trying, Daddy.
だんだん だんだん... Remember

笑える日 笑える日
Father,Help me. Father,Help me
まだまだね まだまだね
Mother,Mother,Help, Mother,Mother,Help,
救われる? 報われる?
What you wanna do? What you wanna do?
待つヒカリ 待つヒカリ
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?

愛された事 などないの
だからかな 愛し方わ
からないの 知りたいよ
教えてよ 信じたいの
haato kata no janguru ni hisomu
torauma ga watashi wo shihai suru
I need you, need you, darling.
I need you, need you, daddy.
dandan dandan... remember.

chiisai koro no itai kioku wo
eguru you ni kare wa kiku no
"kako no koi to kazoku no goto to
kimi no goto wo motto oshiete" to
purofu wo tsukuru to hyouka wa dou na no?
kusai mono ni wa futa wo shiteta kedo
katagaki nara saikou papa nara bai nai yo
moto kare wa mochiron tsuyoi hito yo
sou yuu jo yo shinpai nara go muyou
soredemo watashi wo aishiteru to
itte kureru hito dokoka ni iru no?
otona ni naru ikoru uso ga fueru

ningen wo nikumi takute...
nikumi nakute... utatteru

haato kata no janguru ni hisomu
torauma ga ni nin wo hiki hanasu
I need you, need you, darling.
I need you, need you, daddy.
dandan dandan... remember.
haato kata no janguru de yuiitsu
kiyomeru no wa namida no oashisu
I'm crying, crying, darling.
I'm crying, crying, daddy.
dandan dandan... remember.

nihon no ashi ni hande wo motsu
aru onna noko ga tennyuu shite kita
kurasu chuu minna te wo sashi nobeta
chiyahoya sareta ichinengo wa dou da
nokotta tomodachi wa tatta hitori datta
nara hajime kara yasashiku sun na
hoeteru sute inu aru ko ga hirou
kamitsuika re ta to ikatte mata suteru
kamitsui ite touzen obiete touzen
hokensho ni oware hito ni suterarete
urami wa fuete nikushimi wa umare
atashi no you ni nirami tsuzukeru

nande minna jibun to chigau to
uwabe dake no yasashisa kureru no
I want you, want you, darling.
I want you, want you, daddy.
dandan dandan... remember.
torauma sura uketomete ikiru
konna watashi wo dareka tsutsun de
Keep trying, trying, darling.
Keep trying, trying, daddy.
dandan dandan... remember.

waraeru hi waraeru hi
Father help me, father help me.
madamada ne madamada ne
Mother mother help, mother mother help.
sukuwareru? mukuwareru?
What you wanna do? What you wanna do?
matsu hikari matsu hikari
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?

aisareta koto nado nai no
dakara kana aishi kata
wakaranai no shiritai yo
oshiete yo shinjitai no
Hiding in a heart-shaped jungle
is the trauma that controls me.
I need you, need you, darling.
I need you, need you, darling.
Gradually, gradually… remember.

It brings back painful memories
of my childhood when he says
“Tell me more about your past loves,
about your family, about yourself.”
If I made a profile, how will you judge me?
I’ve covered up the rotten things,
but my father didn’t exactly have the title of “best dad”
and he was a strong person just like my ex-boyfriend.
But I’m strong, too, no need to worry about me.
And yet, where is the person
who will tell me they love me?
Growing up = more lies.

I want to hate mankind....
but I can’t hate.... so I sing.

Hiding in a heart-shaped jungle
is the trauma that separates us.
I need you, need you, darling.
I need you, need you, daddy.
Gradually, gradually… remember.
At that heart-shaped jungle
is a sole oasis of tears that purifies.
I’m crying, crying, darling.
I’m crying, crying, daddy.
Gradually, gradually… remember.

A girl who was handicapped
transferred to our school.
In class, everyone helped her out
and fussed over her, but one year later…
only one person was still her friend.
Don’t bother being kind from the start if it’s gonna be that way.
A barking stray dog was picked up by a child.
It bit him, and the child angrily abandoned it again…
Naturally it bit, naturally it was afraid.
It was thrown into animal shelters, dumped by people,
grudges increased, hatred was born,
and now it keeps scowling, just like me.

Why is everyone only kind on the outside,
so different from who they really are?
I want you, want you, darling.
I want you, want you, daddy.
Gradually, gradually… remember.
Wrap up someone like me,
who lives accepting all this trauma.
Keep trying, trying, darling.
Keep trying, trying, daddy.
Gradually, gradually… remember.

The day I can laugh, the day I can laugh...
Father, help me. Father, help me.
Not there yet, not there yet...
Mother, mother, help. Mother, mother, help.
Will I be saved? Will I be rewarded?
What you wanna do? What you wanna do?
Waiting for the light, waiting for the light...
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?

I’ve never been loved,
so I don’t understand how to love.
But I want to know.
Teach me, I want to believe.
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