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Kami-Sama, Boku wa Kizuite Shimatta, "Dakara Boku wa Fukou ni Sugatte Imashita" { k / r / t }

Artist: 神様、僕は気づいてしまった (Kami-Sama, Boku wa Kizuite Shimatta)
Song Title: だから僕は不幸に縋っていました (Dakara Boku wa Fukou ni Sugatte Imashita; That's Why I Was Clinging To Sorrow)
Album: Kami-Sama, Boku wa Kizuite Shimatta
Track Number: -
Released: 2017
Lyrics By: Higashino Heito

Requested by takeshikajima.

Kanji Romaji English Translation
分からないことが分からなくて
心臓を打って泣いて
尚更に自分が分からない
ポンコツの落第者
振り返るための過去がなけりゃ
冴えない未来冴えないや
だから僕は不幸に縋っていました

恨まないでおくれ
青春なんてすぐポイだ
燃やされる前にどうかこの最期を
君に
見届けてほしい

犯人は一体どうしてこんなんなった
傷を放っていたんだ
憐憫を仰いでいる以外脳ない機械
人生は救えないようなストーリーばっか
描いていたいようだ
さらば道徳
日和ってしまえば落ちる
だから僕は不幸に縋っていました

もはや音楽に期待はしちゃいない
何も変わりはしなかった
誰も変われやしなかった
インチキ当然のガラクタなんだ

一つ二つの矛盾をはらみながら
掛け違えたボタンのままで
孤独という皺だらけのシャツを着飾る
あの日の僕はそうして
強がってたんだきっと
今でも
隣人を蹴落として

犯人は一体どうしていつまでそうして
傷をえぐっているんだ
敗北を美徳 同様に歌うミュージシャン
人生は救えないようなストーリーばっか
描いていたいようだ
さらば道徳
日和ってしまえば落ちる

なぁどうだい東京
僕を消し去ってくれやしないか
向上心だって腐っているんだ

人間になってしまった間違えが
間違えだったんだ
神様にも見放されました
だから僕は不幸に縋っていました

なぁどうだい青春
僕を僕を恨んでいますか
僕は犯人じゃない
wakaranai koto ga wakara nakute
shinzou o utte naite
nao sarani jibun ga wakaranai
ponkotsu no rakudaisha
furikaeru tame no kako ga nakerya
saenai mirai saenai ya
dakara boku wa fukou ni sugatte imashita

uramanai de okure
seishun nante sugu poi da
moyasareru mae ni douka kono saigo o
kimi ni
mitodokete hoshii

hannin wa ittai doushite konnan natta
kizu o hanatte itan da
renbin o aoi de iru igai nounai kikai
jinsei wa sukuenai you na sutoorii bakka
egaite itai you da
saraba doutoku
hiyoritte shimaeba ochiru
dakara boku wa fukou ni sugatte imashita

mohaya ongaku ni kitai wa shicha inai
nanimo kawari wa shinakatta
daremo kaware ya shinakatta
inchiki touzen no garakuta nan da

hitotsu futatsu no mujun o harami nagara
kakechigaeta botan no mama de
kodoku toyuu shiwa darake no shatsu o kikazaru
ano hi no boku wa sou shite
tsuyogattetan da kitto
ima demo
rinjin o keotoshite

hannin wa ittai doushite itsumade sou shite
kizu o egutte irun da
haiboku o bitoku douyou ni utau myuujishan
jinsei wa sukuenai you na sutoorii bakka
egaite itai you da
saraba doutoku
hiyoritte shimaeba ochiru

naa doudai toukyou
boku o keshisatte kure yashinai ka
koujoushin datte kusatte irun da

ningen ni natte shimatta machigae ga
machigae dattan da
kami-sama ni mo mihanasare mashita
dakara boku wa fukou ni sugatte imashita

naa doudai seishun
boku o boku o uran de imasu ka
boku wa hannin ja nai
I don't know what I don't know.
I wail as my heart is beaten.
What's more is, I don't even know myself.
I'm a failed piece of junk.
If there is no past to look back on,
it's unclear, the future is unclear.
That's why I was clinging to sorrow.

Please don't hold a grudge.
We're so quick to abandon youth.
Before you let it burn, please, I want you
to make sure
of these last moments.

How the hell did I become the criminal,
beating at my wounds,
a brainless machine that asks for mercy?
I wanted to depict a story of a life
that cannot be saved.
Farewell, morality.
I fall when there's an opportunity.
That's why I was clinging to sorrow.

I don't expect any music anymore.
Nothing changed.
And no one changed.
Deception is a natural garbage.

While filled with one, two contradictions,
I'm dressed in a shirt full of wrinkles called loneliness,
ignoring the mismatched buttons.
Back then,
I'm sure I acted tough.
Even now,
I kick my neighbors.

How the hell and for how long did I become the criminal,
gouging my wounds,
a musician singing about defeat like it's a virtue?
I wanted to depict a story of a life
that cannot be saved.
Farewell, morality.
I fall when there's an opportunity.

Hey, how about it, Tokyo?
Aren't you going to erase me?
Even my ambition is rotting away.

To become human is a mistake,
it was a mistake.
Even God has abandoned me.
That's why I was clinging to sorrow.

Hey, how about it, youth?
Do you hate me, hate me?
I'm not a criminal.
Tags: kami-sama boku wa kizuite shimatta
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