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Minami, "Shoujiki Nikki" { kanji / romaji / translation }

Artist: 美波 (Minami)
Song Title: 正直日記 (Shoujiki Nikki; Honest Diary)
Album: Emotional Water
Track Number: 4
Released: 2017
Lyrics By: Minami

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Kanji Romaji English Translation
ああ なんで こんなことしてんだろ 僕
ああ なんで あいつばっか あいつばっかでさ
もう僕の限界だよって
ああ また こんなこと 言っちまったなあ

人に嫌われるような事ばっか言ってさ
実質一人になってさ
実際分かったこともあってさ
なんつうか、もう懲り懲りだよな

口は達者な僕 現状何も出来ない僕は
金もない 愛されない でも
でも

これで いいのさ
僕は 明日も 明後日も
傍観者の
ままで いいんだ いいんだよ
こんなクズの僕に騙されるお前って

本当バカだよなぁ

「大好きだよ」そんな言葉 嘘
特に女子 お前あの子にも言ってたよな
はい、図星
相棒だか 相方だかなんだかしらないけど
勝手にしてろよ

本当笑えるよなあ
綿埃みたいな言葉に犯されて
気付くんだ そして 人は
熱を知って
氷ほど冷たい寒さを知って
二人を知って

いつか知る痛みも いつか消える傷跡も
わかんないよ 分かんないよ 解んないよ

これでいいのさ
これでいいのさ
これでいいのさ
これでいいのさ

それで いいのさ
僕の未来が腐れきってても
そんで終わりさ
大人になるしかないなんてさ

本当ダサいよな
aa nande konna ko to shiten daro boku
aa nande aitsu bakka aitsu bakka de sa
mou boku no genkai da yo tte
aa mata konna ko to icchi matta naa

hito ni kirawareru you na koto bakka itte sa
jisshitsu hitori ni natte sa
jissai wakatta koto mo atte sa
nantsuu ka, mou korigori da yo na

kuchi wa tassha na boku genjou nanimo dekinai boku wa
kana mo nai aisarenai demo
demo

kore de ii no sa
boku wa ashita mo asatte mo
boukansha no
mama de iin da iin da yo
konna kuzu no boku ni damasareru omae tte

honto baka da yo naa

“daisuki da yo” sonna kotoba uso
toku ni joshi omae ano ko ni mo itteta yo na
hai, zuboshi
aibou da ka aikata da ka nandaka shiranai kedo
katte ni shitero yo

honto waraeru yo naa
watabokori mitai na kotoba ni okasarete
kizukun da soshite hito wa
netsu o shitte
koori hodo tsumetai samusa o shitte
futari o shitte

itsuka shiru itami mo itsuka kieru kizuato mo
wakannai yo wakannai yo wakannai yo

kore de ii no sa
kore de ii no sa
kore de ii no sa
kore de ii no sa

sore de ii no sa
boku no mirai ga kusare kittete mo
son de owari sa
otona ni naru shika nai nante sa

honto dasai yo na
Oh, why do I do these things?
Oh, why does it gotta be only him, only him?
“I’m already at my limit!”,
oh, I say stuff like that all over again.

Saying stuff that’s hated by other people,
I’m basically all alone.
Actually, I get it.
You know, I’ve learned my lesson.

I have a smart mouth, I can’t do anything about that.
I have no money, no one to love me, but…
but…

I’m fine with this.
Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, I’ll be looking from the sidelines.
And I’m fine with that, I’m fine.
You, who said “You actually fell for that shit,”…

You really are an idiot.

“I love you,” those words are bullshit.
And that girl, you said that to her too, didn’t you?
Yeah… bull’s-eye.
I don’t know if she’s a partner or a one-night stand,
but do whatever you want!

It’s really laughable.
Violated by words like dust,
I realized, and then became someone
who knows the fever,
knows the cold that’s chill as ice,
knows us.

I’ll know pain again someday, and the scars will fade again someday.
I don’t get it! I don’t get it! I don’t get it!!

I’m fine with this.
I’m fine with this.
I’m fine with this.
I’m fine with this.

I’m fine with that.
Even if my future is rotting away,
it’s over.
I have no choice but to grow up.

It’s really not cool.
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